…but it seems like there are volumes stuck in my head. Disjointed blurts. It hurts. I’m scared. I’m lost. He seems angry all the time now; not at me, just generally pissed off with the world. He’s acerbic. Vexatious. It’s like he wants to prove how he needs to not be here. Throwing out cavalier [...]
There are conversations you never seem to be prepared for: like for parents, the birds and the bees talk. However, we all “know” it’s coming, so we can be somewhat prepared. When you love someone who is in the throes of depression, sometimes dark conversations come up, and there isn’t anything, anywhere that can make [...]
We’re there again. Well, we’ve actually been here for several weeks; keeping in “the routine” of getting up, going to work, come home, go to bed. Wish I could find the inspiration to write when he is up; this blog looks like nothing but depressing moments. That’s not true; there are many really, really good [...]